The unwritten rule that men will never ask anyone for directions is universal. We drove for two hours on mountain roads that were little more than goat trails. I asked my Haitian driver only twice, “are you sure you know where you are going?” I got the same non-answer grunt both times.
If you don’t know where you are going on a mountain road in Haiti, odds are you are going to regret it. There were plenty of people to ask as there is an endless stream of people walking the roads, even in seemingly remote places.
There is a saying in Haiti, “beyond mountains there are mountains;” a lesson from its geography that when you think the difficulty is over, it has just begun. The sort-of-road we were traveling finally came to an end at a river. A road-similar-to-this-one rose from the other bank. Water of unknown depth lay between us. I take lots of risk, but at this point, I say we turn around. Not so my Haitian driver friend. He studied the river, backed up, and gunned it. We literally floated for several seconds, drifting downstream and away from the road-similar-to-this-one. But somehow we managed to hit the edge of the bank and gain traction. We made it. I was not my Haitian friend’s first time at this kind of rodeo! But the road ended less than a mile later and so we turned around and repeated our river crossing feat yet again.
“A compass, I learnt when I was surveying… it’ll point you true north from where you’re standing, but it’s got no advice about the swamps and desert and chasm that you’ll encounter along the way. If in pursuit of your destination, you plunge ahead, heedless of obstacles, and achieve nothing more than to sink in a swamp… what’s the use of knowing true north?” (from the movie Lincoln)
Knowing the location of your destination is not the same as getting there. The older I get the more I appreciate maps and GPSs. I looked at that road from Google Earth when we got back to civilization. We missed our turnoff an hour earlier and were literally on the road to nowhere. It no longer surprises me that I get myself into bad places because I still don’t like to ask for directions. The psalmist has something to say about directions.
Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path. (Psalm 119:105)
To those who love God’s voice, the Bible is a refreshing drink from a cool spring. Surrounded daily by the challenges of a fallen world, we breathe it in to feel the love of God and to lift our weary spirits. Sometimes I need to hear His voice to simply reconnect and recharge, like coming home to family after a long journey. He is never far from me, but my heart tends to wander. Sometimes because I “plunged ahead” I need to feel His presence in the midst of the obstacles and swamps I failed to anticipate. Most times, I simply want to lean on the arm of my Father and ask for wisdom and direction…
For the Lord gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding;
he stores up sound wisdom for the upright; he is a shield to those who walk in integrity,
guarding the paths of justice and watching over the way of his saints.
Then you will understand righteousness and justice and equity, every good path;
for wisdom will come into your heart, and knowledge will be pleasant to your soul;
discretion will watch over you, understanding will guard you,
delivering you from the way of evil, from men of perverted speech,
who forsake the paths of uprightness to walk in the ways of darkness,
who rejoice in doing evil and delight in the perverseness of evil,
men whose paths are crooked, and who are devious in their ways. (Proverbs 2:6-15)
The last part of this proverb is a reminder to me. This world is not our home. We were meant for Eden where our very life is sustained by the love of God in a sinless place perfectly fit for humanity. With The Fall came a new reality; individualism. Though we were destined for union with God and one another, the genuine expression of our true humanity, we are living outside of it in an inhuman place. In our brokenness we cling desperately to this unnatural individual identity (though it robs us and eventually destroys us). We are living in a world of Darwinian design – rooted in death – the author of which would press the life out of us even as we are stretching to be fit enough to survive. For what? For certain death. It has been the enemy’s design from day one and it dominates all we see through the eyes of this world. In his song The Blood of Eden, Peter Gabriel captures the sadness of it all:
“I can hear the distant thunder of a million unheard souls, of a million unheard souls.
Watch each one reach for creature comfort, for the filling of their holes.”
If we live as though this world is all we have, we would be like those unheard souls trying to fill the holes in our lives with whatever makes us feel better in the moment. This would be very bad news if not for the very good news, which is that God is calling a people away from this and to Himself. Unlike what some might suggest His voice is not distant, mystic and ethereal. He speaks loudly through what we see around us. To those who draw near to hear more, He speaks through the Revelation of Jesus Christ who has given us the words of life. His call is to those who would return to Eden, a call to follow our heart-compass, reoriented and pointing Heavenward. He has a lamp to light the way; His Word. It is the start of a different journey and a new destination. It may take us to uncomfortable places near and far, but always with the promise of His presence…
I do not ask that you take them out of the world, but that you keep them from the evil one. They are not of the world, just as I am not of the world. (John 17:15-26)
This is not a promise for success and comfort in a world of competing individualists. Our lives continue in the context of this fallen world. We will encounter blessings and we will endure hardship. But our reality is rooted in Kingdom awareness. We are being sent to bring good news to people who need Jesus, so we should expect to be in the hard places with them. Seeing with spiritual eyes means looking beyond the visible in order to participate in God’s work.
This is a message to those who are followers of Jesus: If we are living in relative comfort, it might be good to ask whether we have taken the road to which He has called us.
You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven. For he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. (Matthew 5:43-45)
Our external circumstances have less to do with present blessings and rewards and more to do with the place God has put us to do our unique work. What we are called to eternally begins here. We are pointed in a new direction. This world no longer has us. Jesus does.